RELIGION IS BULLSHIT.

It's been a minute, but I'm in virginia on vacation and I was told to watch this and I find it hilarious, so hilarious I took time out of my vacation to post it. It's a must see and it explains some of my views.

"If you do not change what you are doing today then tomorrow will be no different than yesterday" -PBSC

this is a video i found a long time ago (LMAO)

This is my all time favorite funny video on all of the internet lmao i'm not exaggerating. If you're spanish you'll get it more especially dominican lmao. I even made my own version with my friends which I will put up as soon as i find it. ahhhh mannn >.< enjoy.

Just some recent music videos i'm crazy about.

i love the veronicas in general, but i really like ths video.


The best thing about Panic! at the disco's videos is they make you wish you could be in them. Their cool and seem really fun.


I never heard of Carolina liar before this, but this song is awesome and the video itself is really great.


Everybody seems to be such a "big shwayze fan" now, but I just really like the video and the song is cool too.



A guy actually introduced me to this song and I loved it instantly, it's a really really great song. Very soothing. good video too.


Because I love the Jonas brothers so much. They have amazing voices and really good songs.


Even though it says high quality, it's really not, but you get it. Keri Hilson is a great song writer/singer it's great she's finally recognized for her work. AND she has an amazingg body.


There were a bunch of other video's I wanted to post, but this got really long so enjoy these for now ^_^

she's adorable and amazing.

and the video is pretty awesome too. <3

too good not to share.

:::kelsey comes in panting:::
kelsey: "omg it started to rain"
lali: "what?"
kelsey: ::still panting:::
"it started to rain, we ran around the whole house omg"
lali: "you and jay?" :::gives weird face::::
kelsey: "yeahh, but he can't beat me."
::: lali bursts out laughing ::::


it's a insider, but jay is my puppy. lmao

I almost forgot...

Today I accomplished something very important to me. I was beyond excited when I found out I passed.

Stay off the roaddddd. Lali can now legally drive. >;]

What about the guys who do?

So my brother skit (http://skit-zen.blogspot.com/) inspired me.
He has a good point. How can a guy prove that he is real? That he is different? This is far from simple. I know first hand since I'm one of those "cold hearted" girls. I believe nothing I hear and have nothing to see to believe. So maybe the biggest mistake guys make is they don't show it. They don't take out the time to spend with a girl. They don't do things worth believing when they do take the time out. What do you do? You can't be told what to do. Just do it. It has to come from within you. Stop holding back, that's all we need. Some sort of feeling. Don't look at me and say "I'm not like the rest, I mean it" cause I'll look you straight in the eyes, laugh, and say "bullshit." PROVE IT. FUCKING PROVE IT. Ugh, it upsets me sometimes.

Its fustrating how pathetic "dating" or "talking to" people has become. Blah. I'm tired of guys who lie to me over and over again. Be real motherfucker. Grow some motherfucking balls. If you feel it let me know, if you don't, stop trying to get in my pants because it's not gonna happen. Seriously. There was once a guy who was real with me, i mean besides the occasional g, but still kept it real. He told me about this other girl he was speaking to. We spoke about their problems. I was fine with it. Why didn't we work out then? Because he started speaking to another girl a day he was with me. See, he kept that real with me, but it wasn't the girl it was how he did it. That was just grimey. So I let him go. I have no problem with knowing a guy is speaking to other girls because chances are I'm speaking to other guys. I NEVER dedicate myself to one guy and if I do that's one lucky motherfucker. I don't do that a lot though because they all end up the same way. No one wants anything anymore and it's cool because I've decided that neither do I. It would just feel to good to be true if something real came along. I know I'd run away from it and with reason.

Anyway, guys just do yourself a favor. IF your trying to simply lay a girl keep on playing your games, but if you really want to be with a girl stop talking and do. It's the simplest thing to know and it has the most impact. Not every girl is sour and some of us just need a little help to warm up because they've learned to adapt to cold ways. Deep down, every female wants something real.

"Ignorance is Bliss"

Cliche, corny, and still completely true. It feels so good when you feel something is true because you don't know all the details about it. You're oblivious and honestly, you rather not know the truth. Then curiousity hits you and you sort of search for things because there MUST BE something thats not quite right with something that feels so good. Yeah, you already know where I'm headed, friendships/relationships. Whatever you want to call yours. Anyway, you search for flaws or you convince yourself that something is wrong. You cannot be the only one or even of few. Even in searching you convince yourself that if you find something, you'll ignore it. And you do. For a while, it doesnt bother you. You don't want to seem jealous or like a stalker because you're not. You just know that things can't be as good as they seem. A lot of things you hear or are told have been told to other people. You're not the only one hearing sweet nothings, receiving warm embraces, and exchanging soft kisses with them. You're just not. Eventually, you just can't ignore it anymore. So you close up, whatever trust you had is lost. Nothing sounds the same to you and they know it. They feel it because you don't exactly hide it from them. That begining you had with them seems miles from where you are now. You knew this though. Before you began being wooed by their words or occasional actions, you were aware of the inevitable eye opener that was yet to come. There were countless times like these. Maybe this one was just a little more serious to you. Maybe that person made you feel something different for the moment, but they ALL end up like this. So like you've said a thousand times before, you give up. You know, though, that you'll fall back into habit again.

because this is beyond real.

and i guess its so much better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all, i know thats some easy shit to say but im still going to try to live by it, i'm still gonna try to put my faith to rest in it, i will sleep on dry pillows now, in a bed big enough to love myself in, i will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry and shining full of the knowledge that i am priceless and worth nothing but honesty, i will remove this scarlet letter from my chest and take the hand of the little girl i used to be and say i'm sorry to her, i'm sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved, and i will wait for a man to come along that can give me the truth of how much he can really love me.

- "to all the boys i have ever loved before" Mayda De Valle
(Def poetry jam)

You can't find a video of this anywhere anymore so I really wish I had written down all the words so you could understand the full extent of how hair raising this poem was. Even the words aren't enough though, it was the way she recited this poem that made it spectacular. To the people who were and are fortunate enough to see her perform this, I know you can agree with me on that. To the people who were less fortunate, maybe one day I'll find it and post it.