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Wow it's been a while since I've posted a blog. I was thinking about that this morning when I was procrastinating all the things I should have already done and should be doing now. I know why I haven't been posting blogs and it's really been bothering me lately. So many questions have been boiling in my mind for the past few weeks. I just don't want anyone to get hurt. I spoke to Oly and as always she has such wise words. She made me realize a few things that I feel are really going to help me right now. It's really hard. That's all I have to say.